It wasn’t that he was trying to jest, but his frivolous statement nevertheless faces prompt rejection. Fuckin’ enough, ‘m sick of this crap! His theories from speaking with Lewes. User account menu. Looking down at Garfiel’s annoyed expression, Subaru’s face tightens. Re:Zero kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu originally began as a web novel on Shousetsuka ni Narou, with the first chapter being released on April 20, 2012. Gritting his teeth, Garfiel buries his face in his hands as he looks up at the sky. Subaru: No matter what bad things I see of you, no matter what arguments we get into, I’m unchangingly going to keep loving you. With spit flying, faces red, yelling ‘No you’re wrong!’, having never before raised their voices at each other, these two. Subaru: Don’t worry, Emilia. And yet. And regardless the word PROMISE again echoes without kindness, instead binding the two with overwhelming weight. His theory from speaking with Lewes, Echidna’s words, Roswaal and Frederica’s attitudes, Ram’s expression when she looks at Garfiel—Subaru saw an answer differing from all of them. It does happen that by having everyone generally accept that you are hopeless, by learning that you are beyond any saving, you only then begin to feel any sense of relief. Subaru: I love you! He’s had that injury since before this, but was he saying that every other wound of his had seriously happened during his fight with Otto? This me who you say you love… I-is going to, even if she’s gone, are you still, going to say you…. Up ↑ %d … Subaru: Answer me, Garfiel! Subaru: I love you. Being: His mother had just abandoned them. I’ll force you into absolute surrender, and teach you. All I’m ever thinking about is how to look cool around you! I can, not believe you. Subaru: Well isn’t that a disparaging invalidation of the witch. Her true memories were being resurrected alongside the ticking of the seconds. Thus once she regains her true memories, once her beginning changes its form, Emilia’s present resolve and determination, and the whole of the path she has walked thus far, will have what happen to it? I would like to know where I can find Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu (web novel) in English, from the beginning (vol 1) until now. He tilts his head in the barest minimum, evading the fist without sustaining even a graze. Change ), Click to share on Pocket (Opens in new window), Click to share on Twitter (Opens in new window), Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window), Click to share on LinkedIn (Opens in new window), Click to share on Reddit (Opens in new window), Click to share on Pinterest (Opens in new window), Click to share on Telegram (Opens in new window), Click to share on WhatsApp (Opens in new window), Click to share on Skype (Opens in new window). Subaru validates the trembling Emilia’s invalidation of herself. Subaru: You do that, and there’ll be no way to break the barrier. Garfiel: Don’t worry nothin’ bout me. While he wordlessly watches Garfiel’s laments, Subaru ruminates over Garfiel’s statements. Garfiel: She just damn died… she never got to be happy…. Garfiel: My amazin’ self’ll protect them. Day after fuckin’ day yer wah wah wah wah cryin’ all over th’damn place. Garfiel responds to Subaru’s curt words in low, threatening voice. What’m I meant to do! Subaru: But, Emilia will challenge it. Garfiel: Oi, oi, OI… watch how yer prattle yer mouth, bastard. I found out that Re:Zero has a public web novel version that is available for free due to this question. Subaru can think of only one possible situation where he would wind up having this kind of appearance. Both his creation of the crater and the rancour emanating from him make that obviously clear. Exhibiting a nightmarish doggedness, Subaru spits a sharp breath and swings his fist. Bathed in her focused stare, Subaru magnificently says his piece and seats himself beside Emilia. Running off without telling anyone where you’re going, but then having your location found and being scared of reprimands, was exactly what a child would do. Eh!? How much compassion is safe for him to convey? Baca Web dan Light Novel Bahasa Indonesia. I’m gonna churn you t’goddamn mincemeat… What fuckin’ idiots do yer want t’make of me, n’ of th’people who acted for yer sake? Thinking back on it now, that was pretty ballsy of him. What’s that? Subaru had mixed up what were realistic ideals and what were unattainable fantasies, a madman. Emilia’s eyes waver. With the violent pain ravaging his body, he should not be able to even remain conscious. He cannot bear to watch the disgusting atrocity of it. If he was right, if this was the truth, then…, Garfiel: No, my amazin’ self’s… my amazin’…. Garfiel remains silent, looking at Subaru with weakest gaze he’s given yet. These might be the anxieties that Emilia had been harbouring the whole time, but been unable to ever voice, the very darkness wallowing in the pit of her heart. Cutting in halfway through Emilia’s statement, Garfiel clicks his tongue in irritation, fury blazing in his eyes. That for practitioners of the spiritual arts, for me, promises are important… and so I want them to be kept… The earth caves in beneath the force of Garfiel’s stomp, creating a crater with him in the centre. Their points gouge into his flesh, Subaru wailing quietly at the burning pain. While the presence of Subaru and Puck did relieve her, she also, always, had been fighting with this persistent anxiety. Subaru: Yeah. He could keep sending Garfiel these reckless punches, but be it a thousand times or a million times, the ironclad strength gap meant Garfiel would simply dodge every attempt. Emilia’s cheeks redden with fury as Subaru easily attempts to sidestep the issue. Garfiel: What? Subaru: Isn’t it obvious, stupid? He ricochets off the earth, the hard ground beating his body before he comes to lie spread-out on the floor. He gets the sense that the words which had similarly uplifted him had been more powerful. No matter what you remember, I’m on your side. Emilia: I-I’m not messing with you! Subaru: —Well then, I’ll make you believe. Emilia: There’s no reason I have to hear that from a promise-breaking liar! Garfiel: The sadness we felt! Cutting off Subaru, Emilia speedily speaks line upon line of her emotions. PROMISE—a word which carried multiple different connotations when used between Subaru and Emilia. With everything that’s happened, from his conversation with Lewes, and this present situation—putting it all together, even Subaru finally understands what lies at Garfiel’s core. Why didn’t you keep your promise? You two quarter-bloods aren’t. Subaru: I love your super pretty silver hair, I love your amethyst eyes and how when they’re wet they look like jewels, I super love your voice and how I get dreamy just from hearing it, and your slender long legs and your pale skin, and our height difference and all of that is so to my ideal I can’t stand it, just being with you makes my heart race I can’t stop it and oh god I love you. I wanted to be able to hate mom! I love you so much it makes me crazy, so much I’d be okay to die. Emilia had always feared Subaru and Puck being kind to her. Light Novel/Web Novel Summary? Search for: TranslationChicken. Kūhaku/くうはく/Aaron says: February 13, 2019 at 3:41 … Home; Daftar Novel; Drama CD; Home Re:Zero Kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu Re:Zero Arc 4 Chapter 93 Bahasa Indonesia. Subaru: You goddamn stubborn, oblivious bastard…. Where, There, clicking their tongue in irritation as Subaru gives a wave—. They hold their stomach, their movements faltering, their visage atrocious. He soon finds himself being beaten by thugs, but is saved. And she shakes her head, as if that was not the reply she was looking for. Subaru’s gab is in perfect form. As well as the fact that Garfiel had been unable to cut any corners while fighting him. You challenged the trial, saw yourself being abandoned, and so that’s what you’re afraid of! Change ), You are commenting using your Twitter account. Like you are now… where it’s my fault you have to deal with it, and you’re always being hurt… you have no clue what it feels like for me! O-of course you’d, think this about me as well, Subaru…, Emilia: They’re all things, that you just have to call awful… they are. She is still the same girl who lost the trial and sobbed wailing afterwards. Even when he turned his weapons upon the villagers, that had likely been according to instinct. I mean yeah. Arc 1 - Sets up a good introduction for 2 of the main characters, sets up the MC's cheat like ability and some mystery elements that will come into fruition in later volumes. Voices peaking, the two’s emotions crash into each other. His thoughts solder. Really fuckin’ think that my amazin’ self’s gonn’er get sick’v punchin’ n’ kickin’ yer, acknowledge yer spirit n’ stand down… that I’m gonn’er lose by ceding to emotions, is that what yer trying t’fucking say!? I couldn’t sleep, and the same infection just keeps coming back until I couldn’t remember what it feels like to be well anymore. …But reality’s not that! Faced with the scorn and disgust of Natsuki Subaru, never once directed at her before, her heart is torn to pieces. —when Garfiel killed him, it was to the very end of the end, truly scraping to the borderline, that Garfiel hesitated about it. Emilia steps forward from behind Subaru, standing in Garfiel’s way as he attempts to close in on the tomb. Unbeknownst to them, their journey starts to get complicated. His fists, his knee, his toes. Subaru: You won’t kill me or Emilia. And your assumptions are wrong too. The words ‘for the sake of ANOTHER’ are horrifically kind, horrifically sad. …You weren’t mad? That thing ain’t got th’slightest idea ‘v lettin’ us get away. Garfiel clicks his oversharp fangs as he licks his lips, causing Emilia to swallow her breath. | Tags: Martial Void King, When placed in serious combat against a fighter—against Garfiel, who sits at the very peak of combatants that Subaru knows—there is no way he should win. Emilia: Why are you suddenly saying this! Subaru: …I do feel bad about breaking the promise. Emilia: …You’re a liar. But no matter how many times she repeatedly failed, should she regardless be kindly consoled, and while that worked as a temporary reprieve, it exacerbated a larger, greater sense of anxiety. What is it you’re afraid of! He is failing to take their consciousness. This boy who had hurt and suffered for her, and attempted to fight to the end for her—she had not a speck of doubt about his feelings. Pistons his knee into his chin, grabs him as he recoils and throws him hurtling to the ground. Sounds like something Ram’d do… I mean she didn’t tell us how she’d move at the critical moments. Even Garfiel’s breathing gets choppy and feeble, faced with Subaru’s fluent provocations. The tear descended to her pale cheek falls, glittering like a drop of the moon. This was not lachrymose, nor a pending conniption, nor the hollowness of resignation. No matter what happens, you won’t be gone. Garfiel draws his hands away from his face, gritting his teeth as he pauses. …While yes the witch is an asshole, and I’ll never forget how she betrayed me when I tried to trust her. ( Log Out / Carrying on from where Subaru finished, Emilia touches her lips in astonishment. And I can find that SOMETHING inside the tomb. I love your translations and highly prefer them but why are mods censoring my posts on your site if people ask for others who are translating Re:Zero? I left lots of things to Puck, I leaned on him… I didn’t notice I was doing it, and I made it here. Subaru: No, Emilia. Naturally, no matter how desperate the punch is, from Garfiel’s perspective it’s equivalent to being assaulted by a child. Chapter version of Episode 18, From Zero . I ran, I ran, I ran and I ran… but I’m glad I couldn’t escape. And so no matter what unfortunate things I see from you, it feels like I just discovered another side of you, even when you’re lacking I wind up supporting you thinking it’s a barrier for you to overcome, and no matter how fed up you are with yourself, I’ll never dislike you. Yer sayin’ y’can’t fuckin’ do it? Guilt for cutting into another’s wounds arises in Subaru’s chest. They have every right to know yet I can't even share my love of Re:Zero to anyone. Subaru excepted, there exists yet another person present here to block Garfiel. I know I’m not one to talk here, but it’s too horrendous to ignore. Garfiel: I get why we were abandoned. Subaru: Garfiel. With her chin set on her knees, Emilia tilts her head as she looks at Subaru. —The woman I respect most in the world told me that. Emilia’s eyes widen as she hears Subaru’s response. Subaru holds his stomach and crumbles on the spot as Garfiel once again urges him to surrender. These opinions Subaru was stating were ones that Emilia had already accepted herself. Subaru: I love how you’re just a little dopey, it’s adorable how you put your best into everything, I revere how fervent you get for other people’s sakes, I think the way you disregard yourself can’t be left unattended, and all of your expressions, and all of your emotions, are things where if I could witness them from your side, nothing could be better… I am always thinking this. Within breathing range—or no, not even their breaths could intervene in the space between them. Everything will be over then. After their reunion he ascertained the significance of a promise, and they tied one between themselves in the form of a bond. Faced with Garfiel’s approach, Subaru jabs out his fist as if happy about this turn of events. Close. Subaru: Yeah… this’s, no joke here. Garfiel: If yer got somethin’ yer tryin’ t’say, goddamn say it! He thinks, and thinks, and thinks, Subaru closing his eyes amidst his whirling thoughts, and— He feels that he has reached the answer of what to do. Re:Zero began as a free web novel written by Tappei Nagatsuki. Her inarticulate speech turns further incoherent, ending with Emilia sobbing in the diction of a wailing child. Anyway, if we’re going to keep arguing or fighting can we kinda do it outside. While they definitely ought to be embarrassing for her, they were not statements that she should ignore. With her head buried between her knees, Emilia weeps. Indeed, a part of her did feel saved by these words. All you had to do was stay by what I asked you! He had proved them continuously. Unaware of what happened just now, Natsuki Subaru finds himself being summoned to a new and mysterious world. Emilia freezes rigid, her eyes wide open, as the spite showers upon her. However, as they continue, he … —with his body slathered in blood and hostility in his eyes, stands Garfiel. His cells squirm, his muscles swell, his mass explodes in size. It might only be bit by bit, but I’m inching toward my win. Blood spews from Subaru’s mouth as Garfiel kicks his tumbling form skyward, then drives his elbow into his suspended frame to shunt him back to the ground. Subaru’s face is a swollen mess, yet it still manages to twist into a scowl. Subaru knew that feeling, but he also knew what it was to be guided out of it. With his knee-jerk statement denied, the new topic leads Subaru’s face to stiffen. Garfiel’s posture as he slouches is poor, his sharp gaze piercing through Subaru with enough intensity to practically kill him. Feels floaty like I’m on an elevator that’s perpetually a second before touchdown is all. Everything ‘cept that is bad. Complex emotion rests in Emilia’s amethyst gaze. His visage is warped atop the sheen of her tears—and so he manages to resiliently maintain an unshakable heart. Seeing exactly how a quiver flashes through Garfiel’s sharp gaze, Subaru speaks without fear. As she witnesses Subaru’s approach, confusion arises in Emilia’s eyes, her body going rigid. Reaching his arms out toward the oncoming Garfiel, Subaru charges while simultaneously protecting Emilia. Passing through his mind is the visage of the white witch, always smiling mysteriously. Subaru: Yes. Fissures spread across the pit of the crater as its dust wafts around Garfiel, him baring his fangs. Standing’s, honestly pretty taxing. The trial assuredly did confer Subaru with pain. Garfiel’s merciless statements thrust daggers into onlooking Emilia. A range between them as big as two fists is the limit that Subaru’s manly spirit and courage can muster. But still, to demand that Otto under-preform would likely be overwhelmingly selfish. Garfiel had come here while pushing his wounded body. Emilia: I did something selfish, didn’t I? ‘F I rip open that loose mouth’er yers n’ cut off yer jaw, maybe yer ain’t gonna talk none’v this shit anymore? Having reached this conclusion, there amid the smouldering ashes inside him, Garfiel decided. The cracks skirting though Garfiel’s logic-devoid words fracture further beneath Natsuki Subaru’s yell. Garfiel: Like those miracles could happen! ( Log Out / Getting any closer would have to come after their words and attitudes diminished the emotional distance between them. Garfiel: N’ that guy n’ Ram too! Otherwise when Garfiel abruptly viewed Subaru with hostility. 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